Depressed(Explicit)

If you ask a stupid question

若你问出愚蠢问题

Then you'll get a stupid answer

得到的必是荒唐答案

And if you ask if I'm okay

若你问我是否安好

I'm unhappy ever after

我永远活在痛苦深渊

Hmph

If you ask me how I'm coping

若问我如何强撑至今

I'm like a minute from disaster

我正处崩溃边缘

I got so damn good at pretending

我的伪装已臻化境

That I could win a BAFTA

仿佛能捧回奥斯卡

My world's spinning the wrong way round

我的世界在逆向旋转

Yeah I'm smiling but I'm lowkey down

强颜欢笑却暗自神伤

Tryna find something to laugh about ah

拼命寻找能开怀的理由

Oh ain't it funny how

多么讽刺啊

I seem fine but I'm depressed

表面无恙却深陷抑郁

I look so pretty but I'm a mess

光鲜亮丽却一团糟

I think I'm immune to happiness

似乎已对快乐免疫

Oh why

为何会这样

Oh ain't it funny

多么可笑啊

I wanna be brave I'm terrified

我想勇敢却满心恐惧

To get myself dressed and go outside

连穿衣出门都需要勇气

I say I'm okay I'm fine

嘴上说着我很好没事

All jokes aside

玩笑背后藏着真心

If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry

若不笑着掩饰 泪水就会决堤

If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry cry cry

若不强颜欢笑 我便会泪流不止

I don't want no conversation

我不愿与人交谈

I'm not good around new people

在新朋友面前总是局促不安

I'd rather stick to what I know

宁愿固守熟悉的角落

And watch Malcolm in the Middle

独自观看《马尔科姆的一家》

Feeling lonely when I'm in a crowd

人潮汹涌却倍感孤独

Treading water trying not to drown

如履薄冰 竭力不让自己沉沦

Tryna find something to laugh about ah

拼命寻找能开怀的理由

Oh ain't it funny how

多么讽刺啊

I seem fine but I'm depressed

表面无恙却深陷抑郁

I look so pretty but I'm a mess

光鲜亮丽却一团糟

I think I'm immune to happiness

似乎已对快乐免疫

Oh why

为何会这样

Oh ain't it funny

多么可笑啊

I wanna be brave I'm terrified

我想勇敢却满心恐惧

To get myself dressed and go outside

连穿衣出门都需要勇气

I say I'm okay I'm fine

嘴上说着我很好没事

All jokes aside

玩笑背后藏着真心

If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry

若不笑着掩饰 泪水就会决堤

If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry cry cry

若不强颜欢笑 我便会泪流不止

If I don't laugh I'll cry all night

若不假装快乐 我就要整夜哭泣

If I don't laugh I'll cry for the rest of my f**king life

若不挤出笑容 我就要痛苦一生