Male Fantasy

Male Fantasy - Billie Eilish

Lyrics by：Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas O'Connell

Composed by：Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas O'Connell

Home alone tryin' not to eat

独自一人在家 尽量不吃任何东西

Distract myself with pornography

靠着露骨的遐想分散自己的注意力

I hate the way she looks at me

我讨厌她看着我的样子

I can't stand the dialogue she would never be

我无法忍受这样的对话 她永远不会

That satisfied it's a male fantasy

感到心满意足 这是男性的幻想

I'm goin' back to therapy

我要回去接受心理治疗

'Cause I loved you then

因为无论是以前还是现在

And I love you now and I don't know how

我爱你的心从未改变 我不知所措

Guess it's hard to know

我想这难以知道

When nobody else comes around

当没有其他人来到我身边

If I'm getting over you

如果我渐渐忘记你

Or just pretending to

或者只是假装

Be alright convince myself I hate you

一切安好 说服自己我对你恨之入骨

Want me to sing in here

想让我在这里歌唱

I got a call from a girl I used to know

我接到一位我曾经认识的女孩打来的电话

We were inseparablе years ago

多年以前我们曾亲密无间

Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so

我以为我们关系融洽 然而事实并非如此

And it's all I think about whеn I'm behind the wheel

我满脑子想的都是我掌控一切的时候

I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel

我担心我永远都沉浸在这样的感受里

But nothing lasts I know the deal

但是世事无常 我知道游戏规则

But I loved you then

但无论是以前还是现在

And I love you now and I don't know how

我爱你的心从未改变 我不知所措

Guess it's hard to know

我想这难以知道

When nobody else comes around

当没有其他人来到我身边

If I'm getting over you

如果我渐渐忘记你

Or just pretending to

或者只是假装

Be alright convince myself I hate you

一切安好 说服自己我对你恨之入骨

Can't get over you

无法忘记你

No matter what I do

无论我做什么

I know I should but I could never hate you

我知道我应该恨你 可我就是无法做到