伤痛之谎言(比尔·惠顿原版)

You know sometimes the hardest thing to get over

你可曾知晓，有时最难释怀的

isn't what somebody did to you

并非他人对你所为

It's what all that hurt quietly convinced you to believe about yourself

而是那些伤痛，悄无声息地，让你对自己深信不疑的认知

You smile like you've always smiled

你依旧微笑如常

Everybody thinks you're doing alright

所有人都以为你过得很好

But when you get home and close that door

但当你回到家，关上那扇门

You cry until sometimes the weight of it all

你哭泣，直到有时，这一切的重量

Makes it hard just to breathe

让你连呼吸都变得困难

The hardest part wasn't losing them

最痛的并非是失去那些人

it was losing

而是失去了

The person you used to be

那个曾经的自己

Now every time somebody gets too close

如今 每当有人试图靠近

You pull away

你便会退缩

Every time your heart starts hoping

每当你的心开始燃起希望

You get afraid

你便会感到恐惧

Not because you don't want love

并非因为你不渴望爱

But because you're afraid to be broken again

只因你害怕再次受伤

You keep expecting something to go wrong

你总在担心，一切终将走向失落

You've been carrying yesterday for way too long

你背负着昨日的重负，太久太久

Somebody else's choices became your fears

他人的抉择，却成了你心底的恐惧

And somewhere in all that hurt you forgot

在伤痛深处，你渐渐迷失了

Who you used to be

曾经的模样

Then one day someone stays

直到某日，有人为你停留

They don't run when they see scars

他们看见伤痕也不逃离

They don't ask you to be somebody else

他们不会要求你成为别人

They just love you

他们只是爱着你

Until one morning you look in the mirror

直到某个清晨 你望向镜中的自己

And see the person you thought you'd lost forever

看到那个你曾以为永远失去的自己

Maybe the next time somebody gets close

也许下一次 当有人靠近

You won't pull away

你将不再逃离

Maybe your heart will believe again

也许你的心会重拾信任

Because one day someone will love you

因为总有一天 会有人爱着你

So completely you'll stop believing

你将彻底不再相信一切

The lies the hurt told you

那些伤痛曾对你编造的谎言

And you'll remember

然后你将记起

Who you used to be

曾经的自己